I feel like I have been taken over by a monster. My fuse is shorter than short today and I seem to be on the verge of exploding on the next person that brings up something I don’t want to hear. It’s interesting the little things that can really make your crazy side come out.
The latest thing to set me off today was one of my girlfriends text me and asked me to coffee. I haven’t seen her in an extremely long time so I was thrilled to see her. After texting back and forth she later revealed that I wasn’t just meeting her for coffee but she had a new business (Arbon) she wanted to talk to me about. Seriously? I haven’t seen her for about four months and the first time she invites me to something it’s to attend a sales pitch? When I saw that text my face went hot. Maybe it was the hormones, maybe I was just generally annoyed with her but it got me fuming.
I realize that there is a stereotype that pregnant women are over emotional but overall I have been pretty consistent with my moods. However, on days like today it’s hard to tame the beast that’s inside me so I don’t lash out when situations such as the one I mentioned above come along. I had to take a few minutes to calm myself and try to move on. I’m hoping that my mood will get better as the day progresses but it’s funny how the demon inside you can pop it’s ugly head out of nowhere.
Mommy's Wild West 